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rlly wanna say that I’m glad that I opened this sn this year, it’s the most suitable place for me to share everything that interests me, to share my texts, my headcanons and so, so
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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago
#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas#or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it#my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT#IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently#most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of#smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say#its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words#its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me#5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention#doodles#diary#sona#puppysona#comics
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once more around the sun!! :3
#mine#cats#happy new year!!! a little late but alas#i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh#i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey#in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me#also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill#i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy#im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares#if i do cute spreads i will share them :3#also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All#but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip#anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese#love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do!#and then did not do that#alas...time escapes me
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Jinshi would move mountains for her and that's scary isn't it
#this is kinda if Maomao was the one hugging instead of Jinshi#from the last episode#jinmao#the apothecary diaries#apothecary diaries fanart#maomao#jinshi#kusuriya no hitorigoto
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dream from several days ago
#dream diary#comics#artists on tumblr#flotsam diaries#sequential#...I said I was gonna sleep but that obviously didn't happen HAHA#anyways really happy that I was able to get the colors/vibes I wanted down fjhkgj :'D#a lot of nitpicking and adjusting hahah#also kororon/eve was on blast for the majority of drawing this hghhjf#alright good night/morning/something yall#edit: was thinking more and the feeling I wanted to get across I guess is like when someone voluntarily#reaches out to touch me/casually/platonically and it's like a 'you're touching me of your own free will??? o H'#because when I was growing up had a parent who wasn't physically affectionate/would kinda brush me off#and that uhhhh kinda internalized as I'm gross and therefore shouldn't touch other people#(lmao took covid lockdown and very good friends to basically destroy that feeling yay)#anYWAYS had feelings but didn't quite know how to verbalize it hahah
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how it feels to ship lightcannon without some annoying bug in your ear telling you 'timebomb is cannon/better' i just love bi4lesbian couples (@estellarsun on twt)
#ᯇ 🧷 : dawns' diary#wlw post#lightcannon#firm lightcannon beliver#star guardian#league of lesbians#lux x jinx#jinx x lux#i swear i don't hate timbomb (kinda)#it just looks like a super boring ship to me#i like wlw
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my son has lost an eye, good faith cannot make him whole.
#aphmau#minecraft diaries#zane ro'meave#zianna ro'meave#aphmau mcd#its kinda crazy how we never got to see this stuff happen#happen for real anyway#jess put me in the writers room NEOW!!!#ALSO mcd zianna my baby my darling mwah mwah#my art#divinescrolls#thats my rewrite tag btw#pls dont use it
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YOU BELONG TO ME
Pairings: Humanity-less stefan x reader
“Ugh, would you just leave me alone already?”
It’s bold of you to talk to him like that. Stupid too, especially in the state he’s in.
Your boyfriend was someone you would describe as a saint. Kind, cute, caring. But without his humanity, he was the opposite. He was hostile to everyone, getting on your nerves, especially when he shoved Matt to the floor when he tried to give you your homework back. He caused a scene in the hallway, practically threatening to rip out Matt’s throat if he so much as looked at you again.
Ripper Stefan was violent and territorial. You didn’t know what that meant for you.
Stefan’s hand found your shoulder, pulling you to turn and look at him. He lowered his head, making fiery eye contact to get his point across.
“Let’s get one thing straight, you belong to me.”
Stefan’s words send a chill down your spine, your soft, cuddle boyfriend, who used to sing along to You Belong With Me, is nowhere to be found and you’re left with this possessive shell of him.
Right now, he didn’t love you, he just knew that he wanted you and he was damn sure he was gonna have you.
“Don’t talk to me like that,” you sneer. “I don’t belong to you, Stefan, so do me a favor and fuck off.”
You felt brave turning away from him, as if your words would sink into him, maybe make him feel something and switch a flip inside of him. Your words did flip a switch in him, just not the one you were hoping for.
Stefan’s large hand grasps as your arm. With an easy, singular tug, he pulls you back under him, forcing your back into the lockers behind you. They slam against your back, the sound overpowering your scared gasp.
“No, no. Don’t talk to me like that.” Stefan tsks, caging you between his arms. “You’re not in control here.”
Left defenseless, your eyes shoot around the halls, looking for someone, anyone, but the hall is empty.
Harshly, Stefan grips your chin. “Don’t do that,” he demands, tauntingly. “It’s just me and you, baby.”
The pet name falls off his lip in mockery. It makes you feel pathetic and despite what you tell yourself, you’re afraid. Stefan grins. “I can hear your heart racing.”
“Maybe because I’m fucking terrified,” you snap, voice low, trying to calm yourself. Stefan reaches out for a lock of your hair, twisting it around his finger before he lets it fall back into place.
“Good,” he whispers, an inch from your face. His eyes flicker over your lips for a split second his eyes meet yours and his lips twitch into a smirk as he fits his face into the crook of your neck. He inhales softly, and your foot bounces against the floor anxiously.
Stefan kisses at your neck with fake innocence, moving up to your jaw before focusing on your pulse point. His teeth scrap against your skin gently. Against your will, your eyes gloss over. You whimper. “Please don’t.”
“Do what, sugar?” he asks, “Bite you?” He jumps toward with his last remark, relishing in how you flinch.
You nod, fearfully, looking down at the floor rather than your scary boyfriend.
Stefan’s head cocks to the side ever so lightly, his eyes searching for your own. When they meet, you can see the familiar lustful haze in your boyfriend’s green eyes, but they’re darker than usual. For reasons unbeknownst to you, you refused to look away. Glaring at him through your eyebrows, Stefan cherishes your attention, licking his lips with excitement.
“Mr. Salvatore,” a voice calls from behind Stefan’s mean silhouette. “I think it’s time you get to class.”
You sigh with relief, your head falling back against the locker. “Ric.”
Stefan hardly looks away from you, barely sparing Alaric a glance as he eagerly tries to engage your intense eye contact. “In a minute.”
“No, now.”
“We’ll finish this later,” Stefan whispers in your ear, nipping at it as a threat disguised with playfulness as he pulls away.
If looks could kill, Alaric would be dead the second Stefan turned away from you, bumping his shoulder as he headed to class.
“Thank you,” you gush, hiding your face in your hands, desperate not to cry.
Alaric looks at you with sympathy. “Get to class,” he says. “We’ll deal with him after.”
in my tvd phase 🫀🫀
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#stefan salvatore#yovrnewromantic#stefan salavatore x reader#stefan#stefan x reader#no humanity stefan x reader#no humanity stefan#ripper stefan x reader#ripper stefan#the vampire diaries#the vampire diaries x reader#TVD#TVD X READER#TVD BLURB#blurb#imagine#angst?? kinda
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by the way, this is what I did today
#dear diary#transgender#i am... transed..#kinda surreal#they took it well i think#as well as i could hope for actually#literally i just continue playing dragon age right after
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Some drawings of ART/Perihelion, or rather what ART looks like to other machines. ART usually takes the bottom middle form, but its appearance varies based on its mood and/or what it’s doing.
Do augmented humans see it like this too? I’m not sure yet, but right now I am leaning towards “some of them”.
Based on an ophanim (those wheel/ring angels), planetary systems, and Bohr atom models.
Bonus spoiler character from Book 5: Network Effect under the cut
Murderbot 2.0
#the murderbot diaries#Murderbot#ART#perihelion#circles are so versatile#the real challenge is making them not look like something terrible#I’m sorry if you see the Nintendo character too#But I guess it is kinda fitting
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MAL'S TOP SEVEN VILLAINS: #2. Kai Parker (The Vampire Diaries) "You’re right. I am a liar, alright? I’m the black sheep. You know, the defective twin that nobody wanted. Must feel real nice for you to stand here judging me surrounded by all the things that you got out of life, while I spent eighteen years in isolation as the family reject. Let me tell you, every inch of me wants to kill you for that. EVERY PART! But I can’t. Because the only way that I can survive is if you help me. And I’d like to live, frankly. Because I didn’t get to do a whole lot of that before everyone decided… that I wasn’t worth it."
#topsevenvillains#the vampire diaries#tvd#kai parker#gifs#thevampirediariesedit#tvdedit#tvdverseedit#kaiparkeredit#useramys12#tuserbelovas#addys-beth#userlolo#tusererika#teendramaedit#userblorbo#userthing#dailymysticfalls#tvdversegifs#chris wood#realized while making this that with all the moments i picked this gifset really doesn't make him look like a villain lol#which i actually think says a lot about his character#i mean he's not the only character on this list i sympathise with and kinda wish had a redemption but he IS the only one i personally#relate to on a very real level and who i think has the right to murder however many people he wants 🤷♀️#i mean his full name is MALachai#coincidence?#(also the caption quote is from a 6x15 deleted scene you can find on youtube if anyone was confused)
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Klaus and Caroline in “Dangerous Liaisons”
SAVE ME A DANCE, FONDLY, KLAUS
#klaroline#klaus x caroline#kcedits#klarolineedit#tvdedit#klaus mikaelson#caroline forbes#tvd#the vampire diaries#kc: 2024#tvd: 3.14#!!#this scene was kinda insane
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I need a tag that says “Fake dating but one of them thinks it’s real and the one who knows it’s fake actually falls for them and there’s angst but they end up together in the end”
#teen wolf#sterek#supernatural#the vampire diaries#harry potter#drarry#dramione#stranger things#hellcheer#steddie#bamon#fandom#ao3#fanfics#tropes#ao3 tags#like 10 things I hate about you#or chasing liberty#failure to launch#no hard feelings#first daughter#she’s the man kinda I guess#how to lose a guy in 10 days#this one is top tier cause they both lied and both fell in love#she’s all that#cruel intentions#never been kissed#john tucker must die#and don’t tell me about a fic where they both know about the fake dating and say “I know this isn’t what you asked for but-
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Why is master Jinshi here...? What's that look on his face?
#jinshi#maomao#shoujoedit#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#toriigifs#userartless#userdabiluna#userinahochi#usersophies#usermoonz#tuserashes#tuserelena#asjhkdsahkdsahsak this SCENEEEEE omggg finally animated#i'm not gonna lie... I kinda teared up a little...their voicesssss akjsdhkhda
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Pokemon Mystery Dungeon 2's sentry duty mini game unlocks unholy powers in its players.
#stuff by sofie#diary comic#diary comics#journal comic#journal comics#pokemon#pokemon comic#(kinda)#comic#short comic#short comics#yonkoma#four panel comic#pokepark wonders beyond#pokepark#pokepark 2#pokepark darkrai
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I've promised the good people on tiktok the fic about Oliver being a good dad(-in-law) to Jason and I'm working on it, and I just outlined the scene where Oliver gives Jason a hug for the first time and Jason has to fight for his life not to just crumble up like wet tissue
#it's very close#very very close#because even when things are better back at home casual displays of easy affection are rare#and Jason has kinda stopped expecting them#Jason does fold at the end twice because of a dad hug lmao#wip diaries#dc#jayroy
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